rushing swirling torments of pain

hurt frustration anger

coursing through my very soul

everlasting?

i don’t know.

information, bits of thought

pummeling my brain

scratching down my insides

crying to remain.

regretful tears fill my toes

why can’t it be me?

naked feelings

set a~loose

despair and anguish

rack my being

~lightning comes~

hope?

much affection

friendship certain

all inside

…nothing makes sense…

does it ever?

~~one thought pressing on my lips~~

(do i dare?)

 

I Love You.