.

I slip into the star boat.

oats dip gently

across the glimmering lake.

 

I lie back,

cradle my head.

quiet now, the oars

secured.

the stars sing.

 

heavenly patterns synchronize

While earth is topsy turvy,

Infected, and greedy.

Hello, Stars, I am listening.

 

Water reflected  stars jiggle.

Something below heaves upward.

I f!y skyward

And slam down in icy water.

 

Sputter, spit, cough

Spit, curse

what was that?

Nessie ‘s sister?

 

Treading water, I see

The yellow rim of my row boat.

Arms flailing like a novice,

I grab it , my hands strong.

 

I hear mom’s voice, you can’t upright it

with strength. With a deep inhale,

I dive under,  tread water,

my hands searching

for the airpocket.

I pant, remember

To slow down.

 

Slow, deep breaths, steady now.

I heave the boat up, titled

With all I’ve got.

It splashes upright.

 

No towel. my heart races.

Shivering, I feel for a stashed jacket.

I hear a roar.

A motor boat pulls along side, idles.

 

Need some help, little lady?

I’m about to snap NOI

When I see the oars

are gone.

 

looking for these, maybe?I

He slides the oars over.

I’m pissed and pleased.

he’s gone in a puff of fuel.I

 

I look to the stars.

Be calm, they  say,

be

Calm.