Extroverted and Introverted me

A people person, funny and outgoing, that’s me.

Full of life and ambitious,

I enjoyed life to the fullest and love to party.

Yes, a social butterfly but, I begun to suffer social anxiety and all.

It bacame worst, I wasn’t my best self,

Neither could I understand my true self

Hey, what’s going on with myself.

I became less and less visible and my bedroom was my only comfort zone.

But, I knew, I wasn’t depressed and so I shrugged my shoulder and ignored.

Yes, I am suffering from Chronic pain which sometimes holding me back and need to slow down.

When I am recharge, I noticed, I have the energy to please everyone.. Yeah.

Being introvert, is not my personality, born Leo the Lion and I’m full of life and queen of the party.

I am a people person and I hate being alone, consumed by my own thoughts will make me crazy.

I don’t want to live like Hermits, Monks or in a cloistered nun in a monastery.

I felt awkward for acting indifferent and that’s not me.

I want to be around with people and be happy, I made a lot of soul searching and meditating and

I made a covenant to myself and learned that, it’s imperative to make one thing and one day at a time and

Not to overwhelm with too many appointment.

I know myself better now, by doing exactly one thing and one day at a time.

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