I want to be gone,
being responsible for everything…
Whether it is my fault or not!
I just want to live already!
I want to feel ALIVE!
I want to go to concerts,
Go take a hike on one of the eight wonders of the world,
Walk on the hills of the highest mountain
Scream as loud as I can!
Have a great time with friends,
Meet someone I can love,
Meet someone who can love me right.
Have my story to tell,
With many have twists and turns
but that’s the fun part of it I believe.
And even though it may turn out to be a large mess,
I know that it would be worth everything:
the pain of love,
the stressed out finals week,
the crazy deadlines,
the wondrous words that I write about the journey of my life
Is it selfish of me?
I don’t know.
I have responsibilities:
I have younger siblings,
I have a mother who needs me,
why does it have to be this way?
I feel like I am a financial burden.
I feel like I should just earn it all on my own.
I feel like this is done.