This one came together so quick! But I enjoyed writing it. I’ve been working through some feelings about a friendship and this is where I am at/getting to.
Permanence
This is a study on object permanence
I want to see if you think of me on your own
Or if I will disappear if I don’t put myself in your view
This is a study on object permanence
Because I am always bringing up anything
Or sending things that make me think of you
This is a study on object permanence
I wonder who else is pushing into your view
Or if I am the only one wanting to be unwanted
This study is over
I am closing our chat
Or should I say my chat
I feel this. Recently I deleted my main FB and only use my current FB for book groups. I have no one on my page at all. I’ve found out very quickly how many “friends” I have that will take the extra 2 seconds to message me via text instead of using FB… its ZERO. Honestly I’m okay with that because I know now how people stand. I love this one!
Thanks! It was one of those things where I felt I was putting more into it and since I have stopped my efforts I haven’t heard from them. Which sucks in lots of ways but I would rather them leave than get left on read or ignored.
This is beautiful, I especially loved this line: I wonder who else is pushing into your view.
Thank you! I am working on this one for the anthology as I just really like the object permanence theme.