Sadly I stare at the screen, knowing what I want to say,

I just am not to sure on how to let it out, or how to relay,

Sadly I must trust technology, to help me through,

I do not have any friends, to ask what the heck to do.

 

I want to follow prompts, or follow the official rules,

instead I am writing aimlessly, feeling like a fool,

Sadly I am here , doubting my every move,

Scared to reach out, scared that someone might be rude.

 

I will just do my best, not really knowing what to do,

having fun still, wishing the best for each of you,

I could not wait to try this marathon, wanted it so badly,

Thought I would understand it better, but I do not sadly.