{"id":100387,"date":"2021-06-27T02:32:50","date_gmt":"2021-06-27T06:32:50","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=100387"},"modified":"2021-06-27T03:30:34","modified_gmt":"2021-06-27T07:30:34","slug":"fibula","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2021\/06\/fibula\/","title":{"rendered":"Fibula"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I never gave my bones<br \/>\nmuch thought when I had form,<br \/>\nflesh. A frame. Inconsequential.<br \/>\nWhen we died, we could join<br \/>\nour ancestors, our parents,<br \/>\nback and back and back.<br \/>\nI do not remember how I died.<br \/>\nI know that I did. I was mourned,<br \/>\nplaced in deference to cross<br \/>\nand return. I watched others,<br \/>\nsisters, sink and rise. I do not know<br \/>\nwhat I am. <\/p>\n<p>I was not my body. I was not<br \/>\nsimply human. Are any of us?<br \/>\nI felt, still feel, the pull Beyond.<br \/>\nI cannot tell where or in which<br \/>\ndirection. I stay. I remain. <\/p>\n<p>I loved and was loved<br \/>\nby scavengers, dutifully, gratefully,<br \/>\nplaying their part. I was not<br \/>\nflesh. Some scattered me,<br \/>\nmy bones, and I did not follow.<br \/>\nI have not felt pain. I was not bone. <\/p>\n<p>Water rose, and I saw the sun<br \/>\nthrough surface ripples. Eons.<br \/>\nBeautiful. <\/p>\n<p>Two bones left\u2014 tibia and fibula.<br \/>\nThey are not me. I do not believe. <\/p>\n<p>The sand and silt cover them,<br \/>\nand I hold my watch. Dust.<br \/>\nDesiccation. Crystalline sharp<br \/>\ntaste of salt. <\/p>\n<p>Tibia is dust destined, dust borne,<br \/>\ndust released. Grateful.<br \/>\nI am not tibia. <\/p>\n<p>Fibula hardens, stubborn. Like me?<br \/>\nAll that is left of my body.<br \/>\nHere I remain. <\/p>\n<p>The dead are tourists passing<br \/>\nthrough, nodding as they watch<br \/>\nand see and whisper and leave.<br \/>\nI am alone. <\/p>\n<p>Fibula browns, imitates a brother,<br \/>\nmineral. Am I Fibula?<br \/>\nI remain. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I never gave my bones much thought when I had form, flesh. A frame. Inconsequential. When we died, we could join our ancestors, our parents, back and back and back. I do not remember how I died. I know that I did. I was mourned,&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1119,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-100387","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-marathon-poem"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/100387","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1119"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=100387"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/100387\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":100389,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/100387\/revisions\/100389"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=100387"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=100387"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=100387"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}