{"id":100440,"date":"2021-06-27T02:41:14","date_gmt":"2021-06-27T06:41:14","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=100440"},"modified":"2021-06-27T02:49:41","modified_gmt":"2021-06-27T06:49:41","slug":"but-dont-call-it-masking-tape-hour-eighteen-2021","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2021\/06\/but-dont-call-it-masking-tape-hour-eighteen-2021\/","title":{"rendered":"BUT DON&#8217;T CALL IT MASKING TAPE &#8211; Hour Eighteen (2021)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>CONTENT WARING: mental health, incarceration<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">BUT DON\u2019T CALL IT MASKING TAPE<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">right up front for the brutal truth<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">there\u2019s only one difference between prison<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">and the psych ward<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">and it\u2019s the cafeteria offerings<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">the slunking whispers are the same<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">the blank bright hallways and gleaming fixtures<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">dinginess and long hallway flickering lights<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">just enough to gaslight an average man<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">so she said there\u2019s a strict no cuddling policy<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">and I said honey I get it I\u2019m crazy not stupid<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">here we are for your horrified amusement<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">the black-eyed children of the new millennia<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">we\u2019ll consume your crime scene tape<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">wailing another older kind of siren<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">where instead of either soulless cell<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">I imagine that brightness is the seaside<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">where I\u2019ll wake up next to you<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">on another cloud deeper in double digits<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">where I want to hear every passing thought<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">behind your eyes and your reserving smirk<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">so I pretend with the rain that I\u2019m hearing sand and waves<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">imagine you wrap your arms around me and the color returns<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">and I\u2019m left with no desire for anything<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">except to be here, to just be still, and listen<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>CONTENT WARING: mental health, incarceration &nbsp; &nbsp; BUT DON\u2019T CALL IT MASKING TAPE &nbsp; right up front for the brutal truth there\u2019s only one difference between prison and the psych ward and it\u2019s the cafeteria offerings the slunking whispers are the same the blank bright&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1491,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-100440","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-marathon-poem"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/100440","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1491"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=100440"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/100440\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":100498,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/100440\/revisions\/100498"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=100440"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=100440"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=100440"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}