{"id":100690,"date":"2021-06-27T03:25:55","date_gmt":"2021-06-27T07:25:55","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=100690"},"modified":"2021-06-27T03:25:55","modified_gmt":"2021-06-27T07:25:55","slug":"hour-nineteenself-centered-self-portrait","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2021\/06\/hour-nineteenself-centered-self-portrait\/","title":{"rendered":"[Hour Nineteen]self-centered self portrait"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I am a catalog of genes, and someone lost the index.<\/p>\n<p>Blue eyes, brown hair(not too long, thick, dense) hips<\/p>\n<p>and thighs for running short distances, a laugh that<\/p>\n<p>someone says is like an aunt, a smile that was braced in,<\/p>\n<p>a nose straight, soft, long lashes, mesomorphic basic<\/p>\n<p>amalgation of genes messily slotted and categorized<\/p>\n<p>a pinch of this and that, a mouth that talks and a smile<\/p>\n<p>that crinkles the nose and a body I punish for crimes<\/p>\n<p>I committed in grief, in self-pity, and I swallow my pride<\/p>\n<p>and just look at me. Look at the insecurities and<\/p>\n<p>see the pride, the shame, the joy, the grief, the pain.<\/p>\n<p>I am what my mama&#8217;s mama made, and yet I am me.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am a catalog of genes, and someone lost the index. Blue eyes, brown hair(not too long, thick, dense) hips and thighs for running short distances, a laugh that someone says is like an aunt, a smile that was braced in, a nose straight, soft,&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":214,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-100690","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-marathon-poem"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/100690","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/214"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=100690"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/100690\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":100742,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/100690\/revisions\/100742"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=100690"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=100690"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=100690"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}