{"id":100718,"date":"2021-06-27T03:56:42","date_gmt":"2021-06-27T07:56:42","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=100718"},"modified":"2021-06-30T22:42:27","modified_gmt":"2021-07-01T02:42:27","slug":"food-voodoo-a-self-portrait-hour-19","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2021\/06\/food-voodoo-a-self-portrait-hour-19\/","title":{"rendered":"Food Voodoo (a self-portrait) &#8211; hour 19"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>There lit a scarecrow on the roof<\/p>\n<p>where underneath I lived my youth<\/p>\n<p>what did I know of naked truth<\/p>\n<p>is it my inner child inside I\u2019m fighting?<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Now, I\u2019m not comfy in my skin<\/p>\n<p>nor even like the state I\u2019m in<\/p>\n<p>just wondering where to begin<\/p>\n<p>instead of lies, pretense and innuendo?<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Just wish the worry go away<\/p>\n<p>stop hiding in this old charade<\/p>\n<p>food always wins this game I play<\/p>\n<p>instead of praying, eating right and living.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Each and every night I fail to prove<\/p>\n<p>food I will refuse you<\/p>\n<p>bound up in lies, my food voodoo<\/p>\n<p>my mind will manipulate.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Cuisine\u2019s my sensuality<\/p>\n<p>it keeps me from my liberty<\/p>\n<p>and almost feels like piracy<\/p>\n<p>when I sneak-slither to the kitchen sometimes.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>But suddenly, I feel surprised<\/p>\n<p>that now my health is compromised<\/p>\n<p>my God, today I\u2019ve realized<\/p>\n<p>that food is what\u2019s manipulating me \u2026<\/p>\n<p>manipulating \u2026<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Now every night I aim to prove<\/p>\n<p>food I will refuse you<\/p>\n<p>breaking the chains of food voodoo<\/p>\n<p>so it can\u2019t manipulate.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Food offers me no loving way<\/p>\n<p>\u2018twill never love me today<\/p>\n<p>won\u2019t let it try to have its way<\/p>\n<p>to refuse you,<\/p>\n<p>prayer and hope will help me always.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Now every night I aim to prove<\/p>\n<p>food I will refuse you<\/p>\n<p>breaking the chains of food voodoo<\/p>\n<p>so it can\u2019t manipulate.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Sandra Johnson, 6\/27\/21<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>There lit a scarecrow on the roof where underneath I lived my youth what did I know of naked truth is it my inner child inside I\u2019m fighting? &nbsp; Now, I\u2019m not comfy in my skin nor even like the state I\u2019m in just wondering&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1299,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7,1136],"tags":[231,4726,4738],"class_list":["post-100718","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-marathon-poem","category-official-marathon-prompts","tag-food","tag-self-portrait","tag-voodoo"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/100718","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1299"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=100718"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/100718\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":103912,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/100718\/revisions\/103912"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=100718"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=100718"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=100718"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}