{"id":100767,"date":"2021-06-27T03:33:51","date_gmt":"2021-06-27T07:33:51","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=100767"},"modified":"2021-06-27T03:33:51","modified_gmt":"2021-06-27T07:33:51","slug":"self-portrait-9","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2021\/06\/self-portrait-9\/","title":{"rendered":"Self Portrait"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>There&#8217;s a large freckle under my left eye<\/p>\n<p>that I would wipe at<\/p>\n<p>for hours<\/p>\n<p>trying to clean the &#8220;dirt&#8221; off my face<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>My right front tooth has a chip in it<\/p>\n<p>from when I tried to use a butter<\/p>\n<p>knife<\/p>\n<p>as a toothpick<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I had tattoos splotched on my arms<\/p>\n<p>they were almost all impulse<\/p>\n<p>decisions<\/p>\n<p>that I now question<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>My hairline is the same as my grandmother and her mother<\/p>\n<p>an isosceles triangle patch nustled on the left side of<\/p>\n<p>my scalp<\/p>\n<p>that has never grown hair<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I start each day cursing myself for not waking up earlier<\/p>\n<p>and end the night with deja vu<\/p>\n<p>a strict skincare regime<\/p>\n<p>and writing five pages in my journal<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>There is always so much I want to do during the day<\/p>\n<p>that I never get around to it<\/p>\n<p>and even though I check off some of my &#8220;to do&#8217;s&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I linger on the &#8220;did not&#8217;s&#8221;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>There&#8217;s a large freckle under my left eye that I would wipe at for hours trying to clean the &#8220;dirt&#8221; off my face &nbsp; My right front tooth has a chip in it from when I tried to use a butter knife as a toothpick&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1204,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-100767","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-miscellaneous"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/100767","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1204"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=100767"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/100767\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":100792,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/100767\/revisions\/100792"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=100767"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=100767"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=100767"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}