{"id":101388,"date":"2021-06-27T05:16:24","date_gmt":"2021-06-27T09:16:24","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=101388"},"modified":"2021-06-27T05:16:24","modified_gmt":"2021-06-27T09:16:24","slug":"hour-21-lacking-focus","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2021\/06\/hour-21-lacking-focus\/","title":{"rendered":"Hour 21-Lacking Focus"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>This is when<\/p>\n<p>I cannot<\/p>\n<p>Will not<\/p>\n<p>Concentrate on anything<\/p>\n<p>not right<\/p>\n<p>not\u00a0 worthwhile<\/p>\n<p>not worthy of my focus<\/p>\n<p>I have no focus<\/p>\n<p>I am a slit of who I was<\/p>\n<p>All the walls are broken down<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t have energy for doubt<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t want creative genius<\/p>\n<p>I only want this over<\/p>\n<p>I want the ending<\/p>\n<p>I want the reward<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t care if these make sense<\/p>\n<p>If anything follows meter<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t care if anyone likes this<\/p>\n<p>Or hates this<\/p>\n<p>I am only focused<\/p>\n<p>On what lies ahead<\/p>\n<p>Typing the end<\/p>\n<p>Slipping out of consciousness<\/p>\n<p>Finding some peace<\/p>\n<p>Tomorrow I will judge<\/p>\n<p>Not tonight<\/p>\n<p>Tonight I don&#8217;t care<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This is when I cannot Will not Concentrate on anything not right not\u00a0 worthwhile not worthy of my focus I have no focus I am a slit of who I was All the walls are broken down I don&#8217;t have energy for doubt I don&#8217;t&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":31,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-101388","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-marathon-poem"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/101388","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/31"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=101388"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/101388\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":101436,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/101388\/revisions\/101436"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=101388"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=101388"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=101388"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}