{"id":101583,"date":"2021-06-27T05:45:28","date_gmt":"2021-06-27T09:45:28","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=101583"},"modified":"2021-06-27T05:45:28","modified_gmt":"2021-06-27T09:45:28","slug":"letter-to-me-12am","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2021\/06\/letter-to-me-12am\/","title":{"rendered":"Letter to me&#8211;12am"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Dear Amy,<\/p>\n<p>I wish you knew<br \/>\nHow much I miss you<br \/>\nand your curiosity when<br \/>\nwe used to talk.<\/p>\n<p>I wish you could<br \/>\nunderstand that I tried to<br \/>\ndo the very best I could when<br \/>\ntrying to help you deal with<br \/>\nthings<\/p>\n<p>I miss our talks that we used to<br \/>\nhave in college-<br \/>\nwhere you would stay up all<br \/>\nnight talking to me, not mindful<br \/>\nof the early morning class you had<\/p>\n<p>I know you blame me for taking your<br \/>\nparents- and that is ok.<br \/>\nI had to take them so you would see<br \/>\nthat you needed to spread your wings<br \/>\nand fly to your own nest<\/p>\n<p>I know you have passion<br \/>\nin your soul-<br \/>\nI experience it everytime you<br \/>\nwrite<\/p>\n<p>Everytime you sing songs of praise<br \/>\nI see it there too- but you hold back<br \/>\nbecause you think that you have<br \/>\nnothing special to offer<\/p>\n<p>I miss seeing the joy and elation<br \/>\nwhen you got baptized-<br \/>\nit only took you nine years to<br \/>\nstop fighting me on this point<\/p>\n<p>Stop being such a stubborn crab<br \/>\nI know you need your shell<br \/>\nBut you don&#8217;t with me. I&#8217;m the<br \/>\none person you don&#8217;t hide from.<\/p>\n<p>spoiler alert&#8212;<\/p>\n<p>I already know everything.<br \/>\nThere&#8217;s literally NOTHING<br \/>\nyou can hide from me.<br \/>\nRemember that in case you<br \/>\nstart thinking that you can pull<br \/>\none over on me.<\/p>\n<p>I will talk to you soon<br \/>\nremember, I&#8217;m waiting<br \/>\nand I&#8217;m not going to hurt you<\/p>\n<p>Love, God<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Dear Amy, I wish you knew How much I miss you and your curiosity when we used to talk. I wish you could understand that I tried to do the very best I could when trying to help you deal with things I miss our&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1290,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-101583","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-miscellaneous"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/101583","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1290"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=101583"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/101583\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":101586,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/101583\/revisions\/101586"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=101583"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=101583"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=101583"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}