{"id":101719,"date":"2021-06-27T06:05:15","date_gmt":"2021-06-27T10:05:15","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=101719"},"modified":"2021-06-27T06:05:15","modified_gmt":"2021-06-27T10:05:15","slug":"i-should-have-said-yes","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2021\/06\/i-should-have-said-yes\/","title":{"rendered":"I Should Have Said Yes"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>(for hour 21\u2014from the say \u201cyes\u201d prompt of hour 15)<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>I should have said yes<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Anger<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019d not seen that in my grandparents before<\/p>\n<p>Too young to understand toxins and kidney function<\/p>\n<p>It surprised me when Grandma snapped back at him<\/p>\n<p>Fussiness did not become them<\/p>\n<p>It didn\u2019t make sense to me<\/p>\n<p>Then she threatened to send him away<\/p>\n<p>Away!<\/p>\n<p>She turned to me<\/p>\n<p>Out of all the people at the extended table<\/p>\n<p>Where multiple family dinners had been fun,<\/p>\n<p>Tender<\/p>\n<p>Full of laughter<\/p>\n<p>She turned to me and asked,<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDo you want your grandpa to come live with you?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Shock<\/p>\n<p>Surprise<\/p>\n<p>Horror at the concept playing out before me<\/p>\n<p>Logistics<\/p>\n<p>Worry<\/p>\n<p>What would my parents say if I gave permission without asking?<\/p>\n<p>I looked to my grandfather\u2019s tired face, his eyes red, looking to me with sadness<\/p>\n<p>I sputtered, \u201cWhere would you sleep?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Then he cast his eyes down<\/p>\n<p>It was the wrong response<\/p>\n<p>This woman I no longer recognized hooted as if she\u2019d played the poisoned pawn<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSee! Even your granddaughter doesn\u2019t want you!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Someone swooped in to save us, my grandpa and me<\/p>\n<p>We locked eyes once again<\/p>\n<p>Sorrow in sympathy<\/p>\n<p>Logistics be damned, I should have said \u201cyes\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>(for hour 21\u2014from the say \u201cyes\u201d prompt of hour 15) &nbsp; I should have said yes &nbsp; Anger I\u2019d not seen that in my grandparents before Too young to understand toxins and kidney function It surprised me when Grandma snapped back at him Fussiness did&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1426,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7,441],"tags":[3019,271,4777],"class_list":["post-101719","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-marathon-poem","category-poetry-prompt-responses","tag-24-hour-poetry-marathon","tag-hour-21","tag-yes-prompt"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/101719","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1426"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=101719"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/101719\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":101737,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/101719\/revisions\/101737"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=101719"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=101719"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=101719"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}