{"id":103244,"date":"2021-06-27T09:45:27","date_gmt":"2021-06-27T13:45:27","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=103244"},"modified":"2021-06-27T09:45:27","modified_gmt":"2021-06-27T13:45:27","slug":"too-much-pt-4","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2021\/06\/too-much-pt-4\/","title":{"rendered":"Too much pt 4"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>The end of the line, the middle<br \/>\nof the road. Where am I going?<br \/>\nA townhouse this time. Two<br \/>\nto a room, three rooms per unit.<br \/>\nSpace for a third in the master.<br \/>\nHome with Kris again. Free<br \/>\nto come and go as I please,<br \/>\nbut I only want solitude and quiet<br \/>\nand time to read. The tub is nice<br \/>\nand oddly long. I soaked most days.<br \/>\nThree hours of groups before noon.<br \/>\nLunch. Leisure time. Self reflection.<br \/>\nFor me, knitting and napping and writing.<br \/>\nChecks all the boxes. <\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnything under 11 hours a week<br \/>\nis considered outpatient.\u201d<br \/>\nArt therapy Friday morning first.<br \/>\nMusic therapy Friday morning second. <\/p>\n<p>I saved every piece of artwork<br \/>\nSang every single Friday. <\/p>\n<p>Half a dozen repressed memories<br \/>\nunwillingly excavated. <\/p>\n<p>My mind is haunted because it it built<br \/>\natop a burial mound of pain and crisis. <\/p>\n<p>Trauma bonding\u2014 night terrors<br \/>\nhave me talking in my sleep, and Kris\u2019s<br \/>\nnight terrors have her respond. <\/p>\n<p>Hospitalization, residential, PHP (partial hospitalization), IOP(intensive outpatient). <\/p>\n<p>Not for nothing. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The end of the line, the middle of the road. Where am I going? A townhouse this time. Two to a room, three rooms per unit. Space for a third in the master. Home with Kris again. Free to come and go as I please,&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1119,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-103244","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-marathon-poem"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/103244","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1119"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=103244"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/103244\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":103248,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/103244\/revisions\/103248"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=103244"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=103244"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=103244"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}