{"id":11403,"date":"2015-06-13T21:10:25","date_gmt":"2015-06-14T01:10:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=11403"},"modified":"2015-06-13T21:14:43","modified_gmt":"2015-06-14T01:14:43","slug":"11403","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2015\/06\/11403\/","title":{"rendered":"POEM 13-Poisoned love"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I would have liked you to feel my pain,<\/p>\n<p>but I still loved you and I would have<\/p>\n<p>preferred to have once more your love.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>My sadness was overwhelming after separation<\/p>\n<p>but I forced myself to forget and to<\/p>\n<p>learn to smile again.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I replaced tears with the endeavour to smile<\/p>\n<p>and finally succeeded in feeling well again.<\/p>\n<p>Although I needed you, I deleted you.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Yes, I erased you as much as I could<\/p>\n<p>and went on, less naive, but still<\/p>\n<p>with hope that the best is yet to come.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I wondered from time to time how you were<\/p>\n<p>and what you did, but then rays of optimism<\/p>\n<p>invaded me and showed me the way.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I learnt that with or without you<\/p>\n<p>I can be strong, I can be myself.<\/p>\n<p>And that my smile is as charming as always!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I would have liked you to feel my pain, but I still loved you and I would have preferred to have once more your love. &nbsp; My sadness was overwhelming after separation but I forced myself to forget and to learn to smile again. &nbsp;&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":679,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-11403","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-half-marathon-poem"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11403","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/679"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=11403"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11403\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11498,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11403\/revisions\/11498"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=11403"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=11403"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=11403"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}