{"id":114652,"date":"2022-06-25T18:31:52","date_gmt":"2022-06-25T22:31:52","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/?p=114652"},"modified":"2022-06-25T18:31:52","modified_gmt":"2022-06-25T22:31:52","slug":"table-for-two5pm","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2022\/06\/table-for-two5pm\/","title":{"rendered":"Table for two5pm"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Softly darkened room<br \/>\none lone candle in the center<br \/>\nof the table a scene set for<br \/>\nromance<\/p>\n<p>I didn&#8217;t expect to see you here<br \/>\ntonight-<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s great seeing you<br \/>\nBut I&#8217;m meeting someone<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s ok- It&#8217;s been awhile since<br \/>\nwe&#8217;ve last talked to each other<br \/>\nHow have you been?<br \/>\nPlease sit, you have some time<br \/>\nI&#8217;m sure<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve been good<br \/>\nI&#8217;ve been worse<br \/>\ncan&#8217;t really complain<br \/>\nHow about yourself?<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m always good hun<br \/>\nThere&#8217;s been a few that<br \/>\nI thought I loved<br \/>\nfar more that I didn&#8217;t<\/p>\n<p>I should go- I have to meet someone<br \/>\nBut yeah, I can stay for one drink<br \/>\nScotch, neat<br \/>\nPlease<\/p>\n<p>Of course- We aim to please<br \/>\nWaiter!<br \/>\nA beer for me, And the Lady&#8217;s drink<br \/>\nput it on my tab<\/p>\n<p>I spent a lot of time thinking<br \/>\nabout you and when you left-<br \/>\nWhy did you leave?<br \/>\nWasn&#8217;t I good enough for you?<\/p>\n<p>I had to leave<br \/>\nI had to find others that needed me-<br \/>\nYou understand of course.<\/p>\n<p>That candle&#8217;s glowing<br \/>\nbrighter now- Far brighter than I remember<br \/>\nIs that a tear in my eye?<br \/>\nPlease; why would I cry for him?<\/p>\n<p>SSShhhh-<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s ok-<br \/>\nDon&#8217;t make this any more difficult<br \/>\nfor me or you- this is how it has<br \/>\nto be now.<\/p>\n<p>Is that candle getting further away?<br \/>\nit&#8217;s so so pretty-Let me have<br \/>\na closer look leaning forward<\/p>\n<p>What have you done to me?<br \/>\nI didn&#8217;t want this-<br \/>\nyou can&#8217;t do this-<br \/>\nI&#8217;m meeting someone<br \/>\nI have to go<br \/>\nplease<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s ok-<br \/>\nI won&#8217;t leave you here<br \/>\nto do this alone-<br \/>\nI&#8217;m here-<br \/>\nslow, deep breaths<\/p>\n<p>No, no don&#8217;t struggle<br \/>\nthat&#8217;s not going to help<br \/>\nsshh, that&#8217;s it, calm calm<\/p>\n<p>glancing around for the first time<br \/>\nIt occurs to me that the entire<br \/>\nplace is deserted.<br \/>\neven the waiter that served our drinks<br \/>\nis gone<\/p>\n<p>would you like to lie down?<br \/>\nI can have a bed prepared<br \/>\nfor you in a moment.<br \/>\nno, don&#8217;t struggle<\/p>\n<p>Why?<br \/>\nThat&#8217;s all I want to know<br \/>\nis why<br \/>\njust answer me that one question<\/p>\n<p>This was the only way to get your<br \/>\nattention-<br \/>\nI&#8217;m sorry love<br \/>\nI truly am <\/p>\n<p>Helplessly I start to cry<br \/>\nI feel  you kneeling in front of<br \/>\nme, taking my hand in yours<br \/>\nyour hand is so cold<\/p>\n<p>I see you-<br \/>\nI see you for who you really<br \/>\nare-<br \/>\nlost,scared, hurting, broken<\/p>\n<p>you made an admission that<br \/>\nyou wanted to die-<br \/>\nI am here to grant that wish<br \/>\nthough I don&#8217;t agree with it<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t want to die-<br \/>\nPeople say that all the time<br \/>\nthey don&#8217;t always mean it though<br \/>\nI didn&#8217;t mean it!<\/p>\n<p>I can freeze this moment in time<br \/>\nBut it won&#8217;t change anything<br \/>\nyou&#8217;re going to die tonight<\/p>\n<p>How could this promising night<br \/>\nturn into something so dark?<br \/>\nHow could I have been so easily trapped&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>At this table for two?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Softly darkened room one lone candle in the center of the table a scene set for romance I didn&#8217;t expect to see you here tonight- It&#8217;s great seeing you But I&#8217;m meeting someone It&#8217;s ok- It&#8217;s been awhile since we&#8217;ve last talked to each other&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1290,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-114652","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-miscellaneous"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/114652","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1290"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=114652"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/114652\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":114664,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/114652\/revisions\/114664"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=114652"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=114652"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=114652"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}