I don’t want to perform love, happiness and grief, its too showtime<\/p>\n
Its too cut and paste<\/p>\n
Its easier to get started changing things around, to connect<\/p>\n
Anger is kept reinforced in its secret hiding place<\/p>\n
covered in dandelions and baby’s breath like a coffin<\/p>\n
it is crying to be let go of instead\u00a0of trapped tying my brain in knots<\/p>\n
knowing that one day, my strength will run out<\/p>\n
for now, I\u2019m internally stingy, realizing now it never really matters how pretty you are<\/p>\n
When you are younger everything is Me, Me, Me<\/p>\n
Some choose you to pour all of their crazy into<\/p>\n
Tainting your capabilities to grow up right<\/p>\n
To please themselves and leave so<\/p>\n
I don\u2019t want to perform love, happiness and grief, its too showtime<\/p>\n
Crying to be let go of instead of trapped, tying my brain in knots<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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