{"id":116964,"date":"2022-06-25T21:43:20","date_gmt":"2022-06-26T01:43:20","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/?p=116964"},"modified":"2022-06-25T21:43:20","modified_gmt":"2022-06-26T01:43:20","slug":"hour-thirteen-every-time-ive-left","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2022\/06\/hour-thirteen-every-time-ive-left\/","title":{"rendered":"HOUR THIRTEEN ~ Every Time I&#8217;ve Left"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><b>EVERY TIME I\u2019VE LEFT<\/b><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>every time I\u2019ve left<\/p>\n<p>I was right to do so<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>maybe not right in my words<\/p>\n<p>my thoughts or my deeds<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>maybe torn up, shredded<\/p>\n<p>on expectations and disappointment<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>maybe savage and ferocious<\/p>\n<p>lashing out in my pain<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>but I know something now that I didn\u2019t know then<\/p>\n<p>I needed every wrong turn, every misguided step<\/p>\n<p>to find the places where my joy was real<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>and when I was finally there, in a place where I was happy<\/p>\n<p>I knew I was always going to make the next right move<\/p>\n<p>even when everything else around me was wrong<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>because that\u2019s all I\u2019d ever done<\/p>\n<p>just like every time I\u2019ve ever left<\/p>\n<p>so that someday, I could arrive<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>EVERY TIME I\u2019VE LEFT &nbsp; every time I\u2019ve left I was right to do so &nbsp; maybe not right in my words my thoughts or my deeds &nbsp; maybe torn up, shredded on expectations and disappointment &nbsp; maybe savage and ferocious lashing out in my&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1491,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-116964","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-marathon-poem"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/116964","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1491"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=116964"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/116964\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":116969,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/116964\/revisions\/116969"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=116964"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=116964"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=116964"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}