{"id":117082,"date":"2022-06-25T22:07:27","date_gmt":"2022-06-26T02:07:27","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/?p=117082"},"modified":"2022-06-25T22:07:27","modified_gmt":"2022-06-26T02:07:27","slug":"twisted","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2022\/06\/twisted\/","title":{"rendered":"Twisted"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>A knot in my stomach<\/p>\n<p>a lump in my throat<\/p>\n<p>it\u2019s hard to swallow, sometimes.<\/p>\n<p>those moments that cause so<\/p>\n<p>much anxiety. When you have<\/p>\n<p>the talk you\u2019ve been putting off.<\/p>\n<p>the day you anticipate the news<\/p>\n<p>you\u2019ve been waiting for.<br \/>\nthe moment before the surgery. Or<\/p>\n<p>When you find out you\u2019re moving<\/p>\n<p>across the pond to fulfill a dream.<\/p>\n<p>then it gets twisted, like spaghetti being<\/p>\n<p>coiled around the fork.<br \/>\nwhat you want isn\u2019t always what it<\/p>\n<p>seems to be. Be careful that you don\u2019t<\/p>\n<p>get twisted in the chaos that<\/p>\n<p>lurks, the twisted monster that<\/p>\n<p>wants to see you fail. The twisted creature<\/p>\n<p>that tries to break you. Twisted and coiled like a snake in the grass.<br \/>\nalways remember that the grass gets cut down, too.<br \/>\nthat abomination tried to get me twisted.<\/p>\n<p>but I took the mower and the blades,<\/p>\n<p>well, you know what they do!<br \/>\nnever let anyone try and twist you.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A knot in my stomach a lump in my throat it\u2019s hard to swallow, sometimes. those moments that cause so much anxiety. When you have the talk you\u2019ve been putting off. the day you anticipate the news you\u2019ve been waiting for. the moment before the&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4717,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-117082","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-miscellaneous"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/117082","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4717"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=117082"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/117082\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":117197,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/117082\/revisions\/117197"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=117082"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=117082"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=117082"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}