{"id":117550,"date":"2022-06-25T23:49:41","date_gmt":"2022-06-26T03:49:41","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/?p=117550"},"modified":"2022-06-26T00:00:50","modified_gmt":"2022-06-26T04:00:50","slug":"empty-too-prompt-9","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2022\/06\/empty-too-prompt-9\/","title":{"rendered":"empty too (prompt 9)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>(TW\/CW &#8211; disordered eating)<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve considered that I may not be as inconspicuous as I&#8217;d believed<br \/>\ntrained myself to be a wallflower so that I could get away with<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left\">anything<\/p>\n<p>when you&#8217;d leave, your absence offered me\u00a0an alibi that would be left<br \/>\nunquestioned &#8211; the\u00a0evidence disposed of, no witnesses to<\/p>\n<p>anything<\/p>\n<p>a habit backhandedly encouraged;\u00a0suggested subtly like being handed a gun<br \/>\nand expected\u00a0not to use it<br \/>\nat least &#8211; not\u00a0until you use it against me when you ask :\u00a0have you eaten<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left\">anything<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>(TW\/CW &#8211; disordered eating) I&#8217;ve considered that I may not be as inconspicuous as I&#8217;d believed trained myself to be a wallflower so that I could get away with anything when you&#8217;d leave, your absence offered me\u00a0an alibi that would be left unquestioned &#8211; the\u00a0evidence&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":981,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-117550","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-marathon-poem"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/117550","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/981"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=117550"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/117550\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":118075,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/117550\/revisions\/118075"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=117550"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=117550"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=117550"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}