{"id":118293,"date":"2022-06-26T00:13:59","date_gmt":"2022-06-26T04:13:59","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/?p=118293"},"modified":"2022-06-26T00:13:59","modified_gmt":"2022-06-26T04:13:59","slug":"i-do-care","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2022\/06\/i-do-care\/","title":{"rendered":"I Do Care"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I know that I\u2019m not pretty and a few likes on Instagram doesn\u2019t make me important.<br \/>\nLife isn\u2019t some fairytale it\u2019s just a lot of bad with dreams thrown in it.<br \/>\nIt\u2019s a silent room trying to make my body fit your shape.<br \/>\nThe pieces of my heart burn.<br \/>\nThe edges catching flame, until there is a fire roaring inside my chest.<br \/>\nThey beg for you to smother them out.<br \/>\nDrown out the pain and take me down.<br \/>\nThe edges of the scars you left tug at me.<br \/>\nThe pain makes me dizzy and close to throwing up.<br \/>\nThis grainy picture is only the build up.<br \/>\nSometimes I ask myself if I ripped my beating heart from my chest and handed it to you would that finally be enough for you to see I care?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I know that I\u2019m not pretty and a few likes on Instagram doesn\u2019t make me important. Life isn\u2019t some fairytale it\u2019s just a lot of bad with dreams thrown in it. It\u2019s a silent room trying to make my body fit your shape. The pieces&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4298,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[4009,5413],"class_list":["post-118293","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-marathon-poem","tag-poemsixteen","tag-promptsixteen"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/118293","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4298"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=118293"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/118293\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":118308,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/118293\/revisions\/118308"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=118293"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=118293"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=118293"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}