{"id":119000,"date":"2022-06-26T01:33:25","date_gmt":"2022-06-26T05:33:25","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/?p=119000"},"modified":"2022-06-26T01:33:25","modified_gmt":"2022-06-26T05:33:25","slug":"in-love12am","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2022\/06\/in-love12am\/","title":{"rendered":"In Love12am"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Hey! Thanks for meeting me<br \/>\nI know that you only have<br \/>\na few moments before she calls<br \/>\nasking where you are- <\/p>\n<p>I have something to tell you<br \/>\nand I really don&#8217;t know just<br \/>\nhow to say it without hurting or<br \/>\nupsetting you. <\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve tried to hide it<br \/>\nand deny it<br \/>\ntell myself that you<br \/>\nbelong to someone else<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m in love with you<br \/>\nI know that comes as<br \/>\na shock to you but I can&#8217;t help it<br \/>\nI&#8217;m in love with you<\/p>\n<p>My cards are all out<br \/>\nfor everyone to see<br \/>\nthere&#8217;s nothing that<br \/>\nI can do to hide from you<\/p>\n<p>I know that it can&#8217;t go<br \/>\nanywhere at all<br \/>\nyou&#8217;re married and<br \/>\nyou&#8217;ve told me that<br \/>\nyou want to leave her<br \/>\nbut the fact is<\/p>\n<p>You keep putting it off<br \/>\nand even though I love you<br \/>\nI can&#8217;t keep waiting for you<br \/>\nit&#8217;s something that keeps<br \/>\nhaving &#8220;soon&#8221; attached<\/p>\n<p>sshh- It&#8217;s ok<br \/>\nI understand that we were<br \/>\nplaying with a potential fire<br \/>\nand I know that if I say anymore<br \/>\nothers will find out<\/p>\n<p>What are you so afraid of<br \/>\nI know you aren&#8217;t going to<br \/>\nleave her and I know that you<br \/>\nwere only fucking with my emotions<br \/>\nThat&#8217;s ok- I was a distraction<\/p>\n<p>But now? I&#8217;m no longer your distraction<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s because I love you so much<br \/>\nthat I can let you go now<br \/>\nI just had to see you one last time<br \/>\nTo make you see that you don&#8217;t have to<br \/>\nfeely guilty.<\/p>\n<p>Goodbye my love<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Hey! Thanks for meeting me I know that you only have a few moments before she calls asking where you are- I have something to tell you and I really don&#8217;t know just how to say it without hurting or upsetting you. I&#8217;ve tried to&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1290,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-119000","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-miscellaneous"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/119000","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1290"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=119000"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/119000\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":119010,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/119000\/revisions\/119010"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=119000"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=119000"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=119000"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}