{"id":120494,"date":"2022-06-26T05:05:37","date_gmt":"2022-06-26T09:05:37","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/?p=120494"},"modified":"2022-06-26T09:10:48","modified_gmt":"2022-06-26T13:10:48","slug":"you-wanted-to-know-who-i-am-so-ill-tell-you-who-im-not","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2022\/06\/you-wanted-to-know-who-i-am-so-ill-tell-you-who-im-not\/","title":{"rendered":"You Wanted To Know Who I Am So I&#8217;ll Tell You Who I&#8217;m Not"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m not your plaything<br \/>\nOr someone you want to contend with<br \/>\nI am not soft spoken<br \/>\nMy voice a single sharp edge of honesty<br \/>\nYour guilt shamed ears<br \/>\nDoesn&#8217;t want to hear<br \/>\nI&#8217;m not the dust beneath your feet<br \/>\nRather the dirt from the ditch<br \/>\nYou dug for yourselves<br \/>\nMy being is rich with God&#8217;s Divine protection<br \/>\nAnd you thought you&#8217;d have me<br \/>\nIn a shallow burial<br \/>\nWith your crocodile tears<br \/>\nAnd your script to follow at my wake<br \/>\nSo you can all keep your story straight.<br \/>\nI am not the gavel that cracks down<br \/>\nUpon your felonious acts<br \/>\nSelling yourselves for chunk change<br \/>\nAs money has become your God<br \/>\nAnd the truth your devil.<br \/>\nI am not easily dismissed<br \/>\nBut easily missed<br \/>\nHidden from sight<br \/>\nUntil your hatred unearthed<br \/>\nThe treasure beneath<br \/>\nFor what you intended to break<br \/>\nHe instead rebuilt<br \/>\nFor what you intended to isolate<br \/>\nHe instead reformed and evolved<br \/>\nFor what you intended to frighten<br \/>\nHe turned into laughter<br \/>\nFor what you intended to hate<br \/>\nTurned into an overabundance of love.<br \/>\nI&#8217;m neither victim nor survivor<br \/>\nI&#8217;m not thriving to exist<br \/>\nFor what you intended to harm and break down<br \/>\nHe only reconstructed<br \/>\nI am not the frail or injured<br \/>\nI am lungs of air<br \/>\nExhaling deeply<br \/>\nAll that is my authenticity<br \/>\nWho I really am<br \/>\nAs shallow minds focused upon<br \/>\nThe minnows schooled the shoreline<br \/>\nBut I am the big fish<br \/>\nAvoiding your hooks<br \/>\nBy His Divine hand<br \/>\nHe is the water<br \/>\nAnd I am the fish<br \/>\nAnd together we swim<br \/>\nThrough the murky depths<br \/>\nAnd the ultraviolet iridescent blues.<br \/>\nI am the mystery<br \/>\nThat none can figure<br \/>\nI am the puzzle<br \/>\nNot in lack of one piece<br \/>\nI am the enigma<br \/>\nThat tortures your mind<br \/>\nI am the riddle<br \/>\nThat you lack an answer<br \/>\nI am the wisdom<br \/>\nYou lacked comprehension to absorb<br \/>\nI am the waters<br \/>\nThat slip like silk between your fingers<br \/>\nAs you try and catch me<br \/>\nAnd what you know of me<br \/>\nIs the wet waters that drip from fingertips<br \/>\nJust an outer covering<br \/>\nYou wipe upon your thigh<br \/>\nDry yourself off<br \/>\nAnd believe you know<br \/>\nI left streaks upon your fabric<br \/>\nAnd now you wonder at my expanse<br \/>\nNevermind the riptide that once<br \/>\nDesired to draw you in<br \/>\nSwim within the shallows of your assuming<br \/>\nAnd ponder the depths I reach<br \/>\nIt some had a toe in<br \/>\nOthers ankle deep<br \/>\nBut God Himself<br \/>\nKnows my heart and soul<br \/>\nAnd the power of my mind<br \/>\nThe softness that bears<br \/>\nNo rough edge.<br \/>\nUpon my mirrored surface<br \/>\nExposes your face<br \/>\nA reflection you&#8217;re loathe to see<br \/>\nSo you cast stones<br \/>\nTo ripple across me<br \/>\nBut I swallow them whole<br \/>\nAnd still I remain<br \/>\nWhen the ripple effect<br \/>\nBecomes a tidal wave<br \/>\nThat will devour<br \/>\nYour whole city<br \/>\nAnd wash it with<br \/>\nMy loving purpose.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m not your plaything Or someone you want to contend with I am not soft spoken My voice a single sharp edge of honesty Your guilt shamed ears Doesn&#8217;t want to hear I&#8217;m not the dust beneath your feet Rather the dirt from the 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