{"id":120820,"date":"2022-06-26T05:20:06","date_gmt":"2022-06-26T09:20:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/?p=120820"},"modified":"2022-06-26T05:20:06","modified_gmt":"2022-06-26T09:20:06","slug":"selfish4am","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2022\/06\/selfish4am\/","title":{"rendered":"Selfish4am"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Just like that-<br \/>\nyou were done<br \/>\nfed up with this life<br \/>\nno room for anything else<\/p>\n<p>You must have been depressed<br \/>\nI heard so many people say<br \/>\nto take a gun, end it all<br \/>\nwith no chance for turning back<\/p>\n<p>you were so many things:<br \/>\ndisturbed<br \/>\nselfish<br \/>\npathetic<br \/>\nover and over, oh I heard them all<\/p>\n<p>I remember you as I saw you-<br \/>\nunselfish<br \/>\nfreely giving<br \/>\ndoing without<br \/>\njust so those you cared about<br \/>\ncould go further<\/p>\n<p>maybe you were bullied<br \/>\nmaybe you liked to drink<br \/>\nor do drugs<br \/>\nI don&#8217;t know<\/p>\n<p>People who knew nothing about<br \/>\nyou, made judgments<br \/>\nso many judgments<br \/>\nwhat right did they have?<\/p>\n<p>Just like that<br \/>\nyou left<br \/>\nthere&#8217;s a hold that never fills up<br \/>\ntime didn&#8217;t make it easier either<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Just like that- you were done fed up with this life no room for anything else You must have been depressed I heard so many people say to take a gun, end it all with no chance for turning back you were so many things:&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1290,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-120820","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-miscellaneous"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/120820","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1290"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=120820"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/120820\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":120835,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/120820\/revisions\/120835"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=120820"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=120820"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=120820"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}