{"id":127693,"date":"2023-09-02T10:18:29","date_gmt":"2023-09-02T14:18:29","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=127693"},"modified":"2023-09-02T10:18:29","modified_gmt":"2023-09-02T14:18:29","slug":"picture-this-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2023\/09\/picture-this-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Picture This"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Painting the picture<\/p>\n<p>Having those crazy thoughts<\/p>\n<p>wondering if I am going to make it.<\/p>\n<p>Not wanting to run lose<\/p>\n<p>Gaining control of all the pain<\/p>\n<p>Wanting to lash out and cry again.<\/p>\n<p>Letting all those feelings slide<\/p>\n<p>I woke in panic that I didn&#8217;t die.<\/p>\n<p>All those rampant feelings<\/p>\n<p>Trying to make me feel like losing control<\/p>\n<p>wanting to wake up from this nightmare<\/p>\n<p>Oh please I don&#8217;t want to die and just be my soul.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Painting the picture Having those crazy thoughts wondering if I am going to make it. Not wanting to run lose Gaining control of all the pain Wanting to lash out and cry again. Letting all those feelings slide I woke in panic that I didn&#8217;t&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5467,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-127693","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-half-marathon-poem"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/127693","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5467"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=127693"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/127693\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":127981,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/127693\/revisions\/127981"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=127693"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=127693"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=127693"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}