{"id":128124,"date":"2023-09-02T10:31:37","date_gmt":"2023-09-02T14:31:37","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=128124"},"modified":"2023-09-02T10:31:37","modified_gmt":"2023-09-02T14:31:37","slug":"hour-2-i-am-nowhere","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2023\/09\/hour-2-i-am-nowhere\/","title":{"rendered":"Hour 2 &#8211; I am Nowhere"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: center\">I wish I could write the way I think<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">Incessantly, infinitely, frantically<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">To the point of suffocating thoughts<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">But I write nothing closely<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">My thoughts not in sync with my actions<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">Desperately fixing myself when nothing is broken<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">Gathering pieces which never shattered<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">An illusion I created on my own<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">My agony labelled me as unique<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">The way I see the world is not how it is<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">Mending the broken world around me<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">Allowing myself a sense of peace<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">Egotistical I am to fix others and ignore my flaws<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">Finding closure for the wounds inflicted on me<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">I am not patching myself up<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">Vanishing in the sound of silence<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">Outside of time in empty space<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">I am nowhere, I am nowhere<\/p>\n<p>* Over a decade ago, I felt something like this, as if I didnt exist and I was nowhere<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I wish I could write the way I think Incessantly, infinitely, frantically To the point of suffocating thoughts But I write nothing closely My thoughts not in sync with my actions Desperately fixing myself when nothing is broken Gathering pieces which never shattered An illusion&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4027,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-128124","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-marathon-poem"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/128124","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4027"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=128124"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/128124\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":128239,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/128124\/revisions\/128239"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=128124"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=128124"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=128124"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}