{"id":130055,"date":"2023-09-02T12:39:22","date_gmt":"2023-09-02T16:39:22","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=130055"},"modified":"2023-09-02T12:39:22","modified_gmt":"2023-09-02T16:39:22","slug":"9-am-i-close-myself-from-your-love","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2023\/09\/9-am-i-close-myself-from-your-love\/","title":{"rendered":"9 AM &#8211; I Close Myself from Your Love"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I want to rush with you<\/p>\n<p>and take it slow,<\/p>\n<p>but the hardest part about hot and cold<\/p>\n<p>is knowing when to let it go.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I feel numb even when I&#8217;m in pain,<\/p>\n<p>the disaster of this cycle<\/p>\n<p>leaves me ignoring the pouring of the rain.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>And I just need you to know, I&#8217;m not your man.<\/p>\n<p>I can&#8217;t be the one to hold you when you&#8217;re the one who crushed my hands.<\/p>\n<p>Even though I want to&#8211;even though I want you<\/p>\n<p>you&#8217;re no good for me, I&#8217;m no good for you.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I want to rush with you and take it slow, but the hardest part about hot and cold is knowing when to let it go. &nbsp; I feel numb even when I&#8217;m in pain, the disaster of this cycle leaves me ignoring the pouring of&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4777,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-130055","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-miscellaneous"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/130055","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4777"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=130055"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/130055\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":130208,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/130055\/revisions\/130208"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=130055"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=130055"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=130055"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}