{"id":130956,"date":"2023-09-02T13:35:29","date_gmt":"2023-09-02T17:35:29","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=130956"},"modified":"2023-09-02T13:35:29","modified_gmt":"2023-09-02T17:35:29","slug":"knowing","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2023\/09\/knowing\/","title":{"rendered":"Knowing"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Hour Five<\/p>\n<p>an inkling of forced into retirement the choice not my making.<br \/>\nknown at 41 left to raise my son fend for myself.<br \/>\nhad known, my future, the moments of fear, frustration, and anger.<br \/>\nhad a clue of the anxiety and depression, of the pills, hospitals, ambulance rides.<br \/>\nall the money spent commuting.<br \/>\nknew I\u2019d move to somewhere unfamiliar.<br \/>\nof isolation and a global pandemic no access to family.<br \/>\nhad known now what I\u2019ve seen, and done.<br \/>\nmade a difference?<br \/>\nbe different?<br \/>\nachieved the same result?<br \/>\nmade other choices?<br \/>\nleft my hometown?<br \/>\nhad only known?<br \/>\nonly knew I had an inkling.<br \/>\nif I knew knowing now.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Hour Five an inkling of forced into retirement the choice not my making. known at 41 left to raise my son fend for myself. had known, my future, the moments of fear, frustration, and anger. had a clue of the anxiety and depression, of the&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1153,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-130956","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-half-marathon-poem"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/130956","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1153"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=130956"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/130956\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":131013,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/130956\/revisions\/131013"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=130956"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=130956"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=130956"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}