The tremor started gradually.<\/p>\n
Hardly noticeable to anyone but me.<\/p>\n
But it spread beyond my hands and now threatened to swallow my entire body.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Doctors, tests, needles, scans, and then waiting.<\/p>\n
The waiting is the worst part.<\/p>\n
The not knowing; the wondering if my life is over or if I will be cured.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Today the wait is over.<\/p>\n
I struggle to put on my jacket as I walk out the door.<\/p>\n
It is early, before sunrise, and I trip over a bucket I forgot to put away the day before.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
I finally make it to the other side of the carport.<\/p>\n
My hand quakes as I try to buckle my seatbelt.<\/p>\n
Even in the dark, I know my elbow is bleeding from the fall and my mood darkens further.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
I watch the sun begin to stretch across the bayou as I drive past.<\/p>\n
Knowing will be worse than the waiting.<\/p>\n
I turn my focus back to the road ahead as I draw nearer to my death sentence.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
– Diana Kristine<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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