{"id":135464,"date":"2023-09-02T18:49:33","date_gmt":"2023-09-02T22:49:33","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=135464"},"modified":"2023-09-02T18:49:33","modified_gmt":"2023-09-02T22:49:33","slug":"hour-10-trying","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2023\/09\/hour-10-trying\/","title":{"rendered":"Hour 10: Trying"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Trying<\/p>\n<p><em>\u201cThe people I love best are the ones who try\u201d \u2013 Nancy Pagh, Trying<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Perhaps this is my folly: to never try<br \/>\nenough. To let love happen to me as the wind<br \/>\nhappens to fall leaves, floating until I am<br \/>\nbrought indelibly to the damp soil,<br \/>\nwaiting to disintegrate and get consumed<br \/>\nby worms. And yes, knowing now that <em>trying<\/em><br \/>\nis a risk, I often cower in place, deep in the<br \/>\nsafety of a well protected branch, grateful<br \/>\nto stay hidden in the safety of a storm.<br \/>\nThough, winter as it is, and pain, I wonder<br \/>\nif you\u2019ll see me, finally, inevitably try,<br \/>\nrisking disintegration. Letting go.<br \/>\nWondering at what my father taught me,<br \/>\nhas yet to teach, even if the world does<br \/>\nnot love us, even love is, after all, just dust.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Trying \u201cThe people I love best are the ones who try\u201d \u2013 Nancy Pagh, Trying Perhaps this is my folly: to never try enough. To let love happen to me as the wind happens to fall leaves, floating until I am brought indelibly to the&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-135464","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-miscellaneous"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/135464","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=135464"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/135464\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":135468,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/135464\/revisions\/135468"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=135464"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=135464"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=135464"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}