{"id":138292,"date":"2023-09-02T23:14:32","date_gmt":"2023-09-03T03:14:32","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=138292"},"modified":"2023-09-02T23:14:32","modified_gmt":"2023-09-03T03:14:32","slug":"eggshells","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2023\/09\/eggshells\/","title":{"rendered":"Eggshells"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Hour Thirteen (One Side of a Coin) 11:11<\/p>\n<p>Cracking the shell of identity<br \/>\ntiptoe down the minefield<br \/>\nof popular opinion &#8211;<br \/>\nto where even the waters<br \/>\nof emotion are infiltrated<br \/>\nby metallurgic constructs<br \/>\nintended to eviscerate<br \/>\nthe existence of personal desire<br \/>\nand choice.<br \/>\nMindful and with agile movements,<br \/>\nslink through with nimble reflexes<br \/>\nin one&#8217;s pursuit of happiness.<br \/>\nBone white shells empty<br \/>\nof the embryotic components<br \/>\nof the potential future life-<br \/>\nexiled into the bellies of opinion<br \/>\nand methods with which to avoid<br \/>\nthe tripwire &#8211;<br \/>\nof enemy landmines shrouded in rubble.<\/p>\n<p>There is no map<br \/>\nor destination set-<br \/>\njust a juggernaut tumbling<br \/>\nthrough an emotional gauntlet.<br \/>\nThe eggshells tossed haphazardly<br \/>\nlike a Rorschach test<br \/>\nthat can never be passed,<br \/>\ndespite it&#8217;s obvious intent<br \/>\nof metaphorical subjectivity.<br \/>\nJutting edges crushed under<br \/>\nbare feet bearing the<br \/>\nteeth marks of projected shame-<br \/>\na shaking of heads<br \/>\nknitting sweaters on brows.<br \/>\nBottles swing over barstools<br \/>\nwith inebriated idle passing curiosity<br \/>\nand drunk from the power of influence<br \/>\nwell-intended or otherwise<br \/>\nand then&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;another explosion<br \/>\nrapping like an unwanted guest<br \/>\nat the door to the outlook of destination-<br \/>\ninner monologue, a stammer<br \/>\ntripping over the vice grips<br \/>\nof crowd control.<br \/>\nThe sting of well-intentioned advice<br \/>\nsome, averting a potential threat-<br \/>\nothers a lead to cause to question<br \/>\nwhether shadenfreude the main pursuit.<br \/>\nListen to the click and clatter of<br \/>\nshell casings within a<br \/>\nmachine gun spray of<br \/>\nyes&#8217;s and no&#8217;s<br \/>\nstops and go&#8217;s.<br \/>\nPulse cocking back the hammer<br \/>\nfilleting the insides of my chest<br \/>\nwith the knockback<br \/>\nas yet another dull crack<br \/>\nrips open the firmament-<br \/>\na delayed response to prospective dreams,<br \/>\nconquests, and purpose.<br \/>\nFeet enshrouded with padded guilt<br \/>\ntripping over thoughts and decisions<br \/>\nbalking at every opportunity<br \/>\nbefore another rumble from<br \/>\nthe bowels of misstep-<br \/>\nthe punishment, a barrage<br \/>\nof cut-downs with the crowd&#8217;s arsenal<br \/>\nof serrated objection. <\/p>\n<p>Walk upon the balls of feet,<br \/>\nslipping upon the curvature<br \/>\nmassaging the arch of back of yet<br \/>\nanother stumbling block-<br \/>\neach movement tentative<br \/>\nuntil one considers the subtle<br \/>\nvoice of truth whispered<br \/>\nin spiritual ears that can become muffled<br \/>\nby the sounds of a silent roar-<br \/>\na clamor of impression.<br \/>\nIndentations pressed with nails to palm.<\/p>\n<p>When one finds stillness within oneself<br \/>\nthe noise becomes muted<br \/>\nlike cotton on a speaker.<br \/>\nWhisper a response to that voice<br \/>\na prayer for clarity and confidence.<br \/>\nSteady the swallow of breath<br \/>\ncatching like a love knot<br \/>\nwithin one&#8217;s throat<br \/>\ntied up and twisted<br \/>\nuntil intuition and discernment unravels<br \/>\nthe barbed-wire chokehold<br \/>\nand watch as personal truth<br \/>\nand decision-God&#8217;s voice and timing<br \/>\nsmooths out the path. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Hour Thirteen (One Side of a Coin) 11:11 Cracking the shell of identity tiptoe down the minefield of popular opinion &#8211; to where even the waters of emotion are infiltrated by metallurgic constructs intended to eviscerate the existence of personal desire and choice. 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