{"id":138375,"date":"2023-09-02T22:55:38","date_gmt":"2023-09-03T02:55:38","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=138375"},"modified":"2023-09-02T22:55:38","modified_gmt":"2023-09-03T02:55:38","slug":"4-perhaps-i-shouldnt-say","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2023\/09\/4-perhaps-i-shouldnt-say\/","title":{"rendered":"#4: Perhaps I shouldn\u2019t say"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>#4: Perhaps I shouldn\u2019t say<\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left\">i\u2019d hate to think you think of me negatively. perhaps it would just be better if i didn\u2019t say. but the ramblings inside my brain just won\u2019t go away. i\u2019m frustrated by how you\u2019re treating me. this doesn\u2019t mean i want you to leave. in fact, that would be the worst thing you could do. you see, i\u2019m afraid of being alone. alone. no, i don\u2019t want to be alone. so even though i don\u2019t like how you\u2019re treating me, I won\u2019t say a thing. healthy boundaries? what are those? i\u2019d rather just let you treat me the way you do and i\u2019ll continue feeling this way because it\u2019s better than being alone.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>#4: Perhaps I shouldn\u2019t say i\u2019d hate to think you think of me negatively. perhaps it would just be better if i didn\u2019t say. but the ramblings inside my brain just won\u2019t go away. i\u2019m frustrated by how you\u2019re treating me. this doesn\u2019t mean i&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3768,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-138375","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-marathon-poem"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/138375","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3768"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=138375"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/138375\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":138414,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/138375\/revisions\/138414"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=138375"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=138375"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=138375"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}