{"id":138464,"date":"2023-09-02T23:07:59","date_gmt":"2023-09-03T03:07:59","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=138464"},"modified":"2023-09-02T23:37:55","modified_gmt":"2023-09-03T03:37:55","slug":"whats-wrong","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2023\/09\/whats-wrong\/","title":{"rendered":"What&#8217;s Wrong?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I want to cry<br \/>\nBut I couldn&#8217;t tell you why<br \/>\nI don&#8217;t even know it myself<\/p>\n<p>I feel so overwhelmed<br \/>\nMy fight or flight is activated<br \/>\nWhat&#8217;s wrong with me?<\/p>\n<p>Logic knows I am alright<br \/>\nI&#8217;ve nothing to fear, I&#8217;m safe<br \/>\nYet something is amiss<\/p>\n<p>Just breathe, I tell myself<br \/>\nBreathe through the feelings<br \/>\nBreathe away the panic<\/p>\n<p>Now the music is too loud?<br \/>\nI can hear everything<br \/>\nGoing on around me, all at once<\/p>\n<p>I feel like I&#8217;m suffocating<br \/>\nShould I step outside?<br \/>\nThere&#8217;s too many people out there<\/p>\n<p>What is this weight I feel?<br \/>\nI wish it would go away<br \/>\nI just want to be okay<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I want to cry But I couldn&#8217;t tell you why I don&#8217;t even know it myself I feel so overwhelmed My fight or flight is activated What&#8217;s wrong with me? Logic knows I am alright I&#8217;ve nothing to fear, I&#8217;m safe Yet something is amiss&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1102,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-138464","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-marathon-poem"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/138464","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1102"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=138464"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/138464\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":138554,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/138464\/revisions\/138554"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=138464"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=138464"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=138464"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}