{"id":138644,"date":"2023-09-02T23:30:44","date_gmt":"2023-09-03T03:30:44","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=138644"},"modified":"2023-09-02T23:30:44","modified_gmt":"2023-09-03T03:30:44","slug":"8-all-these-questions-inside-my-brain","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2023\/09\/8-all-these-questions-inside-my-brain\/","title":{"rendered":"#8: All these questions inside my brain"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>#8: All these questions inside my brain<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>What if I\u2019m not enough? What is all my fears are true? What if I never measure up to how I\u2019ve always been expected to be?<\/p>\n<p>What if what they want me to be or do isn\u2019t what I want to be or do? Does it matter? Is what they want more important than what I want?<\/p>\n<p>How do I make the right choice? How do I know I\u2019m not making a big mistake? Is it really my choice to make?<\/p>\n<p>What would I do if I make a mistake? How will I respond? Would it be the end of the world? Or would I find the strength to carry on and learn from that mistake? And who gets to determine if it is a mistake?<\/p>\n<p>WHO THE HECK ANSWERS ALL THESE QUESTIONS I HAVE?!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>#8: All these questions inside my brain What if I\u2019m not enough? What is all my fears are true? What if I never measure up to how I\u2019ve always been expected to be? What if what they want me to be or do isn\u2019t what&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3768,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-138644","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-marathon-poem"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/138644","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3768"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=138644"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/138644\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":138769,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/138644\/revisions\/138769"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=138644"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=138644"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=138644"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}