{"id":13865,"date":"2015-06-14T07:20:03","date_gmt":"2015-06-14T11:20:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=13865"},"modified":"2015-06-14T07:20:03","modified_gmt":"2015-06-14T11:20:03","slug":"doubt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2015\/06\/doubt\/","title":{"rendered":"Doubt"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Doubt swings\u00a0his ax in midair<\/p>\n<p>I duck just in time<\/p>\n<p>Swings again and I feel my head<\/p>\n<p>Roll across the room<\/p>\n<p>I chase it down and hold it tight<\/p>\n<p>I run<\/p>\n<p>But Doubt is close behind<\/p>\n<p>Laughing maniacally<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You will never do this&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He says<\/p>\n<p>&#8221; Who do you think you are?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I want to doubt him but he is\u00a0Doubt<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s hard to do<\/p>\n<p>He is strong<\/p>\n<p>He makes the rules<\/p>\n<p>I try to break them<\/p>\n<p>But I fail miserably<\/p>\n<p>I am Doubt&#8217;s greatest student<\/p>\n<p>I learned well and he knows my soft spots<\/p>\n<p>I churn out waves of affirmations<\/p>\n<p>But he cackles back<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You will fail!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I choose not to believe him<\/p>\n<p>And I run harder and faster<\/p>\n<p>I trip over an insult<\/p>\n<p>My head falls from my arms<\/p>\n<p>Rolling faster and faster<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>He stops, picks it up and\u00a0hands it to me<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You can have your head<\/p>\n<p>But know I am inside<\/p>\n<p>Always inside&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He walks away<\/p>\n<p>I know he is right<\/p>\n<p>I put my head back on, lower it in shame<\/p>\n<p>Taking my seat with the rest of the class.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; Doubt swings\u00a0his ax in midair I duck just in time Swings again and I feel my head Roll across the room I chase it down and hold it tight I run But Doubt is close behind Laughing maniacally &#8220;You will never do this&#8221; He&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":31,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7,441,1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-13865","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-marathon-poem","category-poetry-prompt-responses","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13865","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/31"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=13865"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13865\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":13964,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13865\/revisions\/13964"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=13865"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=13865"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=13865"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}