{"id":139773,"date":"2023-09-03T02:16:43","date_gmt":"2023-09-03T06:16:43","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=139773"},"modified":"2023-09-03T02:16:43","modified_gmt":"2023-09-03T06:16:43","slug":"the-retired-misanthrope","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2023\/09\/the-retired-misanthrope\/","title":{"rendered":"The Retired Misanthrope"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Hour Sixteen<\/p>\n<p>Sequestered away in fear<br \/>\nlike a deer in the headlights,<br \/>\nwide-eyed at the atrocities<br \/>\nof human nature.<br \/>\nI once wore a misanthropic hat<br \/>\nlined with burs of Burdock<br \/>\nthat clung to the scalp<br \/>\nripping out my hair in chunks.<br \/>\nMy experience with humankind<br \/>\ntaught me in years past<br \/>\nthat love equates pain<br \/>\nand is tantamount to hate.<br \/>\nImages of the evil and suffering<br \/>\nthat filtered out hope<br \/>\nreplacing it with depictions of abject terror<br \/>\nof the propensity of human error<br \/>\nand the clouded expressions<br \/>\nand dire tones speaking<br \/>\nin monotone at every media outlet<br \/>\nregurgitating the vomitous acts<br \/>\nof those negligent and self-serving,<br \/>\nthoughtless and Godless<br \/>\nstomping through this world<br \/>\nwith entitlement creasing their stature<br \/>\nbranding themselves with a beastly mark.<\/p>\n<p>I had closed my doors,<br \/>\ndonned my hat,<br \/>\nand sat in muted silence<br \/>\nwaiting for life to pass-<br \/>\nthe self-proclaimed hermit<br \/>\ncantankerous and disillusioned<br \/>\nto faith or hope or the dream of being loved<br \/>\nand having someone to love purely in return.<br \/>\nI devoted myself to silence, learning,<br \/>\na detective in search of an absent<br \/>\nrealization that I would soon learn.<br \/>\nWhat I had learned at first<br \/>\nwas how so quickly the heinous<br \/>\nrebellion of humans<br \/>\nhad overridden the softness of humanity-<br \/>\nthe fragility and fleeting existence<br \/>\nforgotten of how precious it is<br \/>\nby hardened hearts.<br \/>\nIt was within the stillness<br \/>\nI realized that, I too, had hardened<br \/>\nand by blockading myself from<br \/>\nthe outside world,<br \/>\nI posed no threat to the avarice<br \/>\nthat exists outside my doors.<br \/>\nHow broken and cutthroat<br \/>\nwe all have become-<br \/>\nignoring a problem<br \/>\ninstead of facing it head-on.<\/p>\n<p>It was the I decided<br \/>\nto open the floodgates of compassion<br \/>\nthe windows of empathy,<br \/>\nand the doors to the opportunities<br \/>\nto create a small corner-<br \/>\na hearth to warm the hearts and hands<br \/>\nof those passerbys-<br \/>\nto offer shelter in an absorbent shoulder<br \/>\ncatching tears in my palm as though my own<br \/>\nas I allow myself to feel their pain with them<br \/>\nand wipe away what I can with kind words<br \/>\nand heartfelt gestures.<br \/>\nNo longer adding to the problem-<br \/>\nI hung up the misanthropic hat<br \/>\nand warmed myself by the fires<br \/>\nof humanity&#8217;s potential. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Hour Sixteen Sequestered away in fear like a deer in the headlights, wide-eyed at the atrocities of human nature. I once wore a misanthropic hat lined with burs of Burdock that clung to the scalp ripping out my hair in chunks. My experience with humankind&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1485,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[5772,5765,680,193,3019,2158,326,15,228,391,10,355,390,1084],"class_list":["post-139773","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-marathon-poem","tag-2023fullmarathon","tag-2023poetrymarathon","tag-poetrymarathon","tag-193","tag-24-hour-poetry-marathon","tag-full-marathon","tag-marathon","tag-poem","tag-poems","tag-poet","tag-poetry","tag-poetry-marathon","tag-writer","tag-writing"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/139773","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1485"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=139773"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/139773\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":140118,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/139773\/revisions\/140118"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=139773"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=139773"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=139773"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}