{"id":140195,"date":"2023-09-03T02:28:06","date_gmt":"2023-09-03T06:28:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=140195"},"modified":"2023-09-03T02:30:28","modified_gmt":"2023-09-03T06:30:28","slug":"the-struggle-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2023\/09\/the-struggle-2\/","title":{"rendered":"The Struggle"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m not sure how I survived this state of being for so many years,<\/p>\n<p>especially as a developing young woman,<\/p>\n<p>drifting back and forth between the verge of sleep and being spoken at.<\/p>\n<p>I didn&#8217;t allow myself naps until college, and by then I was so sleep depraved<\/p>\n<p>I spent most of my free time catching up on all I&#8217;d missed<\/p>\n<p>and now spend more time wandering the plots of my dreamlands<\/p>\n<p>than fostering empty goals in the woken world.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #999999\"><em>(Hour 18)<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m not sure how I survived this state of being for so many years, especially as a developing young woman, drifting back and forth between the verge of sleep and being spoken at. I didn&#8217;t allow myself naps until college, and by then I was&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3457,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-140195","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-miscellaneous"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/140195","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3457"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=140195"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/140195\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":140201,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/140195\/revisions\/140201"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=140195"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=140195"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=140195"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}