{"id":141597,"date":"2023-09-03T08:07:57","date_gmt":"2023-09-03T12:07:57","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=141597"},"modified":"2023-09-03T08:12:07","modified_gmt":"2023-09-03T12:12:07","slug":"the-place-i-am-truly-myself","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2023\/09\/the-place-i-am-truly-myself\/","title":{"rendered":"The place I am truly myself"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone wp-image-136616\" src=\"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/IMG_8783-scaled-1-300x216.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"326\" height=\"235\" srcset=\"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/IMG_8783-scaled-1-300x216.jpg 300w, https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/IMG_8783-scaled-1-1024x738.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/IMG_8783-scaled-1-768x553.jpg 768w, https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/IMG_8783-scaled-1-1536x1106.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/IMG_8783-scaled-1-2048x1475.jpg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 326px) 100vw, 326px\" \/><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Closets are a big deal inside a house, but also metaphorically. One can be in the closet, or come out of it, for example, But they are also places of safety and joy for small children, or where a monster is lurking, depending on the small child, and\/or time of day.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p>The place where I am most truly myself-<br \/>\nwhere I sing loud, not caring if I miss the notes and tones<br \/>\nThe place no one hears me or looks upon me with &#8216;judgy&#8217; eyes<br \/>\nThe place where I think I can win an Oscar for my notes,<br \/>\nThe place where I look in the mirror to practice my speeches<br \/>\nThe place where I applaud myself for my braveness.<br \/>\nThe place I reveal my initial fears and start to overcome them,<br \/>\nThe place where I start to nurture the thought of letting the world see my amazing colours<br \/>\nThe place I gain confidence before letting this inner child out to the cruel world.<\/p>\n<p>As a child I was scared of the dark.<br \/>\nAs an adult, I found myself always seeking the quietness it came with.<br \/>\nAs a child I thought monsters were hidden in the corners waiting for me to step in at night<br \/>\nAs an adult, I see that the monsters live outside, waiting to shred every bit of me<\/p>\n<p>This is my haven<br \/>\nThis is the place I am most truly myself. I&#8217;d rather be here than anywhere<br \/>\nI&#8217;d rather glow in the darkness of its safety that reveal myself to the light in the world<br \/>\nI&#8217;d rather fill this place with my colours till I&#8217;m ready to show the world<br \/>\nOne<\/p>\n<p>after<\/p>\n<p>the<\/p>\n<p>other.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; &#8220;Closets are a big deal inside a house, but also metaphorically. One can be in the closet, or come out of it, for example, But they are also places of safety and joy for small children, or where a monster is lurking, depending on&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4575,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11,7,441,5],"tags":[6425,179],"class_list":["post-141597","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-half-marathon-poem","category-marathon-poem","category-poetry-prompt-responses","category-poetry-prompts","tag-half-marathon-finale-2023","tag-hour-12"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/141597","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4575"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=141597"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/141597\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":143434,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/141597\/revisions\/143434"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=141597"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=141597"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=141597"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}