{"id":141818,"date":"2023-09-03T05:51:49","date_gmt":"2023-09-03T09:51:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=141818"},"modified":"2023-09-03T05:54:19","modified_gmt":"2023-09-03T09:54:19","slug":"hour-15-narcissist-at-the-altar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2023\/09\/hour-15-narcissist-at-the-altar\/","title":{"rendered":"Hour 15 &#8211; Narcissist at the altar"},"content":{"rendered":"<pre>Standing tall at the alter\r\nsmile pasted on, eyes misty\r\ngroomed and polished\r\nattending all social niceties\r\n\r\nMind chatter buffered\r\nincapable of feeling love\r\ngiving love despite effort\r\nI am defective\r\n\r\nPromises made and partially intended\r\ntrying to avoid harm\r\nbut we will be upended\r\nbecause I am defective\r\n\r\nMy backdoors are found in others\r\nwho fawn and dote\r\nand of course there's mother\r\nbecause I am defective<\/pre>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Standing tall at the alter smile pasted on, eyes misty groomed and polished attending all social niceties Mind chatter buffered incapable of feeling love giving love despite effort I am defective Promises made and partially intended trying to avoid harm but we will be upended&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3614,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-141818","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-marathon-poem"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/141818","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3614"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=141818"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/141818\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":141916,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/141818\/revisions\/141916"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=141818"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=141818"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=141818"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}