{"id":142875,"date":"2023-09-03T07:22:33","date_gmt":"2023-09-03T11:22:33","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=142875"},"modified":"2023-09-03T07:22:33","modified_gmt":"2023-09-03T11:22:33","slug":"hour-23-in-which-i-replace-myself-with-coffee","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2023\/09\/hour-23-in-which-i-replace-myself-with-coffee\/","title":{"rendered":"Hour 23 &#8211; In which I replace myself with coffee"},"content":{"rendered":"<h3><b>In which I replace myself with coffee<\/b><\/h3>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">after Nico Wilkinson<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">When my partner\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">greets the morning with coffee<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">he does so with gentle precision.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">He grips with fingertips,<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">never palms,<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">does not want to overwhelm<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">what is already warmed for him.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">My partner worships<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">at the altar of the espresso machine<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">having tuned it so carefully\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">to fit his needs.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">He knows exactly\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">the impact caffeine will have<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">he\u2019s made sure of it.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">But suddenly, he\u2019s weaning off coffee,<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">says it is making him jittery,<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">unable to think straight.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">I wonder if he thinks about\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">how many other people\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">are drinking coffee, <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">his<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"> coffee.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Cannot cleanse it from his mind<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">despite the bag locked in the cabinet\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">meant only for our own tastebuds.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">My partner, he is done with coffee.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Will not meditate through\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">the practice of making anymore.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">He is done participating<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">in the morning give and take<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">as we decide who has the energy to give.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Done with acts of service.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">He is left unbothered<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">that my love for coffee remains.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">How I started to cherish it again<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">in mugs I pulled from his cabinets,\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">rather, in the pieces\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">I pulled from his view.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">My partner does not want coffee anymore<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">but I will love it hard enough, now<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">it will need nothing else.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In which I replace myself with coffee after Nico Wilkinson &nbsp; When my partner\u00a0 greets the morning with coffee he does so with gentle precision. 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