{"id":143315,"date":"2023-09-03T08:32:56","date_gmt":"2023-09-03T12:32:56","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=143315"},"modified":"2023-09-03T09:20:16","modified_gmt":"2023-09-03T13:20:16","slug":"the-desire-to-be-truly-loved","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2023\/09\/the-desire-to-be-truly-loved\/","title":{"rendered":"The Desire To Be Truly Loved"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Hour Twenty-Four (had to repost because I accidentally deleted the original that was posted at 8:44 am EST I had a horrible case of the dumb)<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s not so much about the carnal<br \/>\nthe jutting hips<br \/>\nand softness of breast<br \/>\nand the iron ripples of<br \/>\na well-trained stomach.<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s not about the bulging<br \/>\nmuscle and sinew<br \/>\nor the physical<br \/>\nas looks are oft apt to deceive<br \/>\nand change over time-<br \/>\nas a lifetime is quite short<br \/>\nbut rather long in it&#8217;s age.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s not about what is offered<br \/>\nin dollars and sense<br \/>\nof style and popularity-<br \/>\nnor the welcoming embrace of<br \/>\nmy partner&#8217;s friends<br \/>\nand whether or not their approval<br \/>\nis a cause to question<br \/>\nthe worth of a relationship<br \/>\nat face value from a biased standpoint.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s not about what can be gained<br \/>\nin the physical-<br \/>\nbut the spiritual<br \/>\nand what can be cherished in heart-<br \/>\nit is the elevation  of souls<br \/>\nas we work as a team-<br \/>\nnever one above the other,<br \/>\nbut he is willing to lead<br \/>\nand view life through a clear screen<br \/>\ntossing aside the rose-colored hue<br \/>\nthat muddles the view of reality.<\/p>\n<p>Some like their partners<br \/>\nlike paper dolls,<br \/>\ncarved out and cut<br \/>\nin specific form to remain as that<br \/>\nunchanging-<br \/>\nbut what I desire is fluid-<br \/>\na liquid love to quench my thirst<br \/>\nfrom a well that never runs dry.<\/p>\n<p>I desire to be the only one he sees<br \/>\nwithout concern his eyes would catch<br \/>\nupon the fabric of another pretty face.<br \/>\nI desire to be held and cherished<br \/>\nvalued as a woman,<br \/>\nsafety and comfort, a necessity.<br \/>\nI desire a man who will<br \/>\nrise to the occasion<br \/>\nand gently guard my body and heart<br \/>\nlike a sentinel &#8211;<br \/>\never watching and aware-<br \/>\nprotective and respectful of<br \/>\nthe boundaries set in place.<br \/>\nSlow to anger, quick to forgive<br \/>\npatience for our highs and lows<br \/>\nas the journey of life<br \/>\nebbs and flows-<br \/>\nand with every disagreement &#8211;<br \/>\ncoming together as equals<br \/>\ninstead of portioning out complaints<br \/>\nto ears that feed division.<br \/>\nAnd he&#8217;d remind me in every way possible<br \/>\nmy value to him-and I, he respectively.<\/p>\n<p>If this be you,<br \/>\nwith an oath to remain true<br \/>\nand you see my imperfections and flaws<br \/>\nas beauty marks instead of<br \/>\na stain and offense upon the eyes.<br \/>\nIf you can love me without conditions<br \/>\nwithout a trace of a second guess-<br \/>\nIf you can desire only my hands and lips<br \/>\nand tender kiss-<br \/>\nIf you can remain true and chaste<br \/>\npromised only to me&#8230;<br \/>\nIf you can accept the whole of me<br \/>\nand everything in between-<br \/>\nand are respective to my wishes<br \/>\nand dreams without pressing,<br \/>\nencourage the balance<br \/>\nbetween both our needs-<br \/>\nprove your devotion through<br \/>\ncostless thoughtful gestures-<br \/>\nfar richer than can be purchased,<br \/>\nand if You love God<br \/>\nmore than you love me,<br \/>\nthen perhaps there is a future<br \/>\nfor you and I-<br \/>\nand gladly I will bequeath to you<br \/>\nthe very best of me.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Hour Twenty-Four (had to repost because I accidentally deleted the original that 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