{"id":143731,"date":"2023-09-03T09:02:58","date_gmt":"2023-09-03T13:02:58","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=143731"},"modified":"2023-09-03T08:34:00","modified_gmt":"2023-09-03T12:34:00","slug":"hour-25-at-least-a-haibun","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2023\/09\/hour-25-at-least-a-haibun\/","title":{"rendered":"Hour 25 &#8211; at least, a haibun"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">I was constantly made to feel like I was a burden for existing. It&#8217;s not really my mother&#8217;s fault that this is the case. I was a burden for existing to her; I was not on purpose, I was not chosen, I was not selected, I was not carefully, intentionally, curated. That all came much later. When I can recognize the cycles she was a part of the cycles I was raised in and refused to stay in them.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">If I had a dime<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">For each time I was &#8216;too much&#8217;<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">At least I&#8217;d be rich<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I was constantly made to feel like I was a burden for existing. It&#8217;s not really my mother&#8217;s fault that this is the case. I was a burden for existing to her; I was not on purpose, I was not chosen, I was not selected,&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5396,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-143731","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-miscellaneous"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/143731","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5396"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=143731"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/143731\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":143746,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/143731\/revisions\/143746"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=143731"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=143731"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=143731"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}