{"id":143765,"date":"2023-09-03T08:38:37","date_gmt":"2023-09-03T12:38:37","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=143765"},"modified":"2023-09-03T08:38:37","modified_gmt":"2023-09-03T12:38:37","slug":"hiding-from-myself","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2023\/09\/hiding-from-myself\/","title":{"rendered":"Hiding from Myself"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">I want to write a poem<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">About how I feel<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">But it\u2019s hard to explain<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">How hard it is<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">To be <\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;color: #ffffff\">autistic<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"> and at the same time<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Somewhat normal<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">And still be <\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;color: #ffffff\">bisexual<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Along with <\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;color: #ffffff\">nonbinary<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Add in being a <\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;color: #ffffff\">birthmother<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">And all the things that come with<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;color: #ffffff\">Mental health<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"> problems<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">It is difficult to say this to anyone<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Especially myself<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I want to write a poem About how I feel But it\u2019s hard to explain How hard it is To be autistic and at the same time Somewhat normal And still be bisexual Along with nonbinary Add in being a birthmother And all the things&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":941,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7,1136,441],"tags":[6450,706],"class_list":["post-143765","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-marathon-poem","category-official-marathon-prompts","category-poetry-prompt-responses","tag-hard-truth","tag-truth"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/143765","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/941"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=143765"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/143765\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":143780,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/143765\/revisions\/143780"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=143765"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=143765"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=143765"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}