{"id":145376,"date":"2023-09-12T23:56:28","date_gmt":"2023-09-13T03:56:28","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=145376"},"modified":"2023-09-12T23:56:28","modified_gmt":"2023-09-13T03:56:28","slug":"todays-realization","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2023\/09\/todays-realization\/","title":{"rendered":"Today&#8217;s Realization"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Another poem to be written<br \/>\nAnother poem about&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>Gosh, what&#8217;s another word for bullshit?<\/p>\n<p>I realized today how much happier I was<br \/>\nin my naivete&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>back when I didn&#8217;t understand why<br \/>\nmy faux &#8220;sisty&#8221; behaved so strangely,<br \/>\ndemanding that I marry so that she could<br \/>\n&#8220;be rich&#8221;.<\/p>\n<p>I wrote it off to her lack of an education.<\/p>\n<p>&#8230; back when I wasn&#8217;t afraid to be myself<br \/>\nbecause I didn&#8217;t actually know who I was<br \/>\nto begin with&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>And by &#8220;begin with&#8221;, I mean my birth.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;The Hunt&#8221;&#8230; it&#8217;s a good movie&#8230;<br \/>\none I relate to in a big way,<br \/>\nhaving been hunted myself.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m tired. No, really, tired&#8230; I need to go to bed.<\/p>\n<p>I also need to get this out&#8230;<br \/>\nI&#8217;m tired &#8211; like the beautiful blonde<br \/>\nfighting the crazy rich chick in the movie.<\/p>\n<p>What a great monologue about the jack rabbit<br \/>\nand the box turtle.<\/p>\n<p>I am so f-ing tired! I want to point my finger<br \/>\nat a few entitled perverts and shout<br \/>\n&#8220;Straighten up!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>But that&#8217;s not my job, is it. Not my job!<\/p>\n<p>Sometimes I wish I didn&#8217;t know the things I know.<br \/>\nMost of the time I wonder how human beings can<br \/>\nbe so entirely inhumane.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m just so tired. Going to bed now. Too tired of it all.<br \/>\nThis poem sucks, and I am too tired to care.<br \/>\nI&#8217;m supposed to be &#8220;forgiving&#8221; while believing the strangest things&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Like &#8220;reptilian aliens are the root of the world&#8217;s problems.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I am so f-ing tired, that I just can&#8217;t think of another word for it&#8230;<br \/>\nbullshit.<\/p>\n<p>Good night.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Another poem to be written Another poem about&#8230;. Gosh, what&#8217;s another word for bullshit? I realized today how much happier I was in my naivete&#8230; back when I didn&#8217;t understand why my faux &#8220;sisty&#8221; behaved so strangely, demanding that I marry so that she could&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":189,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-145376","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-miscellaneous"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/145376","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/189"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=145376"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/145376\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":145377,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/145376\/revisions\/145377"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=145376"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=145376"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=145376"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}