{"id":14777,"date":"2015-06-14T16:54:32","date_gmt":"2015-06-14T20:54:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=14777"},"modified":"2015-06-14T19:36:22","modified_gmt":"2015-06-14T23:36:22","slug":"dreaming-of-death","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2015\/06\/dreaming-of-death\/","title":{"rendered":"Dreaming of Death"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Stepping onto the old wooden steps,<\/p>\n<p>I feel as though I have seen this place before.<\/p>\n<p>Where have I been for the past several years?<\/p>\n<p>I have to keep moving.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Stepping onto the old wooden boat,<\/p>\n<p>I feel as though I have been at this place before.<\/p>\n<p>Where have I smelled this before?<\/p>\n<p>I start to paddle.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Paddling deeper into the ocean,<\/p>\n<p>I feel as though these waves are too familiar.<\/p>\n<p>Where have I felt their push before?<\/p>\n<p>I look ahead, and start to take out my fishing pole.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I realize my actions,<\/p>\n<p>They have all happened before.<\/p>\n<p>I have seen this image a thousand times in my dreams.<\/p>\n<p>I have felt the stillness of the pole while I waited for my dinner to show.<\/p>\n<p>I always woke up after this part.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Woke up in the middle of nowhere,<\/p>\n<p>Woke up to the chaotic life of mine,<\/p>\n<p>Woke up to the daily work load of mine,<\/p>\n<p>Woke up to the unfulfilled dreams of mine.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>But today I finally slept long enough to watch the first catch of my life.<\/p>\n<p>I finally felt the rush of a flapping creature pulling my fishing pole.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s gasping for air,<\/p>\n<p>I mean water.<\/p>\n<p>I can&#8217;t breathe.<\/p>\n<p>What did I just do?<\/p>\n<p>I can&#8217;t breathe!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s wide eyes are staring right at mine.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s lips are open and it&#8217;s still flopping around.<\/p>\n<p>I can&#8217;t breathe!<\/p>\n<p>I mean,<\/p>\n<p>The fish!<\/p>\n<p>It can&#8217;t breathe!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>My hands,<\/p>\n<p>Violently shaking in fear.<\/p>\n<p>I let it go.<\/p>\n<p>It falls in and swims away.<\/p>\n<p>I jump into the ocean with it.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>But I can&#8217;t swim.<\/p>\n<p>I am not even trying to move.<\/p>\n<p>I sink down.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>And I just keep sinking.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I can feel the pressure of the heavy water pushing me down,<\/p>\n<p>Deeper and deeper.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I can&#8217;t breathe,<\/p>\n<p>My vision is slowly fading,<\/p>\n<p>I can feel the intensity of the saltwater fill my lungs.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I wake up now.<\/p>\n<p>Wanting to sink to the bottom of the ocean once again.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Stepping onto the old wooden steps, I feel as though I have seen this place before. Where have I been for the past several years? I have to keep moving. &nbsp; Stepping onto the old wooden boat, I feel as though I have been at&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":580,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11,441,5],"tags":[459],"class_list":["post-14777","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-half-marathon-poem","category-poetry-prompt-responses","category-poetry-prompts","tag-hour-3-prompt"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14777","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/580"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=14777"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14777\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":14823,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14777\/revisions\/14823"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=14777"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=14777"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=14777"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}