{"id":17646,"date":"2016-08-13T09:26:48","date_gmt":"2016-08-13T13:26:48","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=17646"},"modified":"2016-08-13T21:54:14","modified_gmt":"2016-08-14T01:54:14","slug":"17646","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2016\/08\/17646\/","title":{"rendered":"It&#8217;s Here."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Should have known<\/p>\n<p>It would, come to an end. I was<\/p>\n<p>Surprised, sadness &#8211; it comes in biting<\/p>\n<p>Waves, like the mosquitos of a hot summer day<\/p>\n<p>Taking a piece of your flesh, leaving you<\/p>\n<p>With an itcy, unsatisfied feeling&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>I MUST tell the truth! It&#8217;s the only way I know<\/p>\n<p>How to come to terms with this&#8230;melancholy inside of me<\/p>\n<p>I am a little, just a tiny bit, bitter. I am the leftover<\/p>\n<p>Grease, dark, burnt, and flaky<\/p>\n<p>Barely retaining the flavor of whatever was<\/p>\n<p>Cooked in the frying pan.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>The end is a bittersweet, burnt flavor. Unsatisfying, surprised to see it&#8217;s<\/p>\n<p>Body so close to those last three\u00a0words&#8230;The end<\/p>\n<p>I want to caress The End, tell him that we are<\/p>\n<p>Not over, only, Passing time<\/p>\n<p>Until i return..trying to fix whatever was wrong&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>The End&#8230;it is the\u00a0END\u00a0of this poem, and I am not ready!<\/p>\n<p>I am not ready, I am not ready, I am not ready&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>There is still so much more to say, so much more to do, so much more to<\/p>\n<p>Fret over, words to correct, phrases to rearrange, add, subtract, alter, and obliterate.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>When I<\/p>\n<p>First became a writer&#8230;truly, I began to write poetry and<\/p>\n<p>Short stories&#8230;I thought I understood<\/p>\n<p>Shakespeare on some level. How he must have felt<\/p>\n<p>After ending every sonnet, every play&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>How Jane Austen must have felt..ending Pride and Prejudice, Sense and Sensibility..<\/p>\n<p>How Maya Angelou<\/p>\n<p>Must have felt after ending Still I Rise and<\/p>\n<p>Phenomenal Woman<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>It is never enough, I realize this &#8211; Not. Ever.<\/p>\n<p>A writer&#8217;s job is never done, the craft must always strive to<\/p>\n<p>Be the absolute best of our psyches, inner workings of both<\/p>\n<p>Our minds and our hearts, working together in a passionate<\/p>\n<p>Loving embrace, attempting to make sense of the<\/p>\n<p>Chaotic, beautiful, ugly and peaceful world around us<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>..Her mind never shuts off, even if the End is so<\/p>\n<p>Unbearably near..<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>But it must, it is<\/p>\n<p>The End.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Should have known It would, come to an end. I was Surprised, sadness &#8211; it comes in biting Waves, like the mosquitos of a hot summer day Taking a piece of your flesh, leaving you With an itcy, unsatisfied feeling&#8230; I MUST tell the truth!&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":761,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11,13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-17646","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-half-marathon-poem","category-miscellaneous"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17646","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/761"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=17646"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17646\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":17847,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17646\/revisions\/17847"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=17646"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=17646"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=17646"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}