I walk<\/p>\n
in silence.<\/p>\n
Knowing<\/p>\n
what’s coming<\/p>\n
doesn’t help<\/p>\n
in the end.<\/p>\n
Try resisting<\/p>\n
waste of energy<\/p>\n
it doesn’t matter<\/p>\n
once I start<\/p>\n
my descent.<\/p>\n
Then the crying<\/p>\n
and the rage<\/p>\n
thoroughly convinced<\/p>\n
it’s not supposed<\/p>\n
to be this way.<\/p>\n
All these feelings<\/p>\n
before darkness<\/p>\n
comes to swallow<\/p>\n
me whole again.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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