{"id":20087,"date":"2016-08-13T13:16:39","date_gmt":"2016-08-13T17:16:39","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=20087"},"modified":"2016-08-13T13:16:39","modified_gmt":"2016-08-13T17:16:39","slug":"theres-hope","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2016\/08\/theres-hope\/","title":{"rendered":"There&#8217;s hope"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: center\">They wanted me to write an unwritten story<\/p>\n<p>Something different<\/p>\n<p>Something unseen by the human eye<\/p>\n<p>But who am I<\/p>\n<p>what did they see in me that I couldn&#8217;t see<\/p>\n<p>As if they saw an unforeseen talent<\/p>\n<p>As I sit here with thinking of how impossible their request is<\/p>\n<p>Self doubt<\/p>\n<p>Tearing away at the little self faith I had left<\/p>\n<p>Filling space with &#8221; I cants&#8221; and &#8220;I&#8217;m not enough&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Struggling to see what they see<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m trying to see what they see<\/p>\n<p>But it&#8217;s as if my eyes have been glued shut<\/p>\n<p>My hands bounded together so that I can&#8217;t pry them up<\/p>\n<p>Depression is a strong allusion<\/p>\n<p>I just can&#8217;t let forget that there is hope in my reality<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>They wanted me to write an unwritten story Something different Something unseen by the human eye But who am I what did they see in me that I couldn&#8217;t see As if they saw an unforeseen talent As I sit here with thinking of how&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":859,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7,13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-20087","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-marathon-poem","category-miscellaneous"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20087","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/859"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=20087"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20087\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":20359,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20087\/revisions\/20359"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=20087"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=20087"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=20087"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}