{"id":21515,"date":"2016-08-13T15:11:24","date_gmt":"2016-08-13T19:11:24","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/?p=21515"},"modified":"2016-08-13T15:11:24","modified_gmt":"2016-08-13T19:11:24","slug":"howling","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/2016\/08\/howling\/","title":{"rendered":"Howling"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I heard a dog howling&#8230;.and i wish i could howl out too&#8230;instead i am snapping and yapping at everyone&#8230;i am talking nasty&#8230;and though i should be ashamed of my behaviour&#8230;i actually feel cruelly relieved.<\/p>\n<p>I am numb<\/p>\n<p>And i am frightened<\/p>\n<p>Of this person i am becoming<\/p>\n<p>Either feeling too much<\/p>\n<p>Or not giving a damn<\/p>\n<p>Dont want to budge<\/p>\n<p>And dont want to run away<\/p>\n<p>I hate this<\/p>\n<p>I want to scratch away this nasty feeling from my face<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I heard a dog howling&#8230;.and i wish i could howl out too&#8230;instead i am snapping and yapping at everyone&#8230;i am talking nasty&#8230;and though i should be ashamed of my behaviour&#8230;i actually feel cruelly relieved. I am numb And i am frightened Of this person i&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":733,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-21515","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-miscellaneous"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21515","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/733"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=21515"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21515\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":21605,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21515\/revisions\/21605"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=21515"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=21515"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thepoetrymarathon.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=21515"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}